i mizz you

I walked into your room, i saw just the only left cupboard in your room. Your bed is gone, your TV is gone, all your clothes is gone...

What's left?
is just a photo with three monkeys behind you, and a little monkey is in your arms, you were holding the little monkey in your arms thightly, we were smiling happily behind you, the little monkey were smiling too...we brought back a photo from the funeral parlour, that photo ... you were holding the little monkey in your arms thightly too...you smiled very happily, very nice from you...the first day of your funeral, i was crying loudly outside the funeral parlour, suddenly i was thinking about your smile, your actiions, and your angry look...it makes me laugh and cry...my mind were blind when the day you left the world, and you went to a beautiful haven...on that day, i promise you i wanna be a useful person to the society...you said that you will see me graduate from university, looking at me being a cardiologist, but now? you left me since i was 11 years and 4 months, you promised me that you will celebrate my birthday till i get at least 20 years old.

Well, its been 4 months. but i will still love you always.

i just wanna say
I LOVE YOU, GRANDMA
i will love you always